Fontana California Auto Club Speedway

As the kids and I watched the second Nascar Race of the season we were all glued to the TV in hopes of a glimpse of our missed Husband and father. Holding to this hope is one of the few ways we are able to feed our hunger for the companionship of him. With mixed feeings we are positive on one emotion and that is the utter graitude of blessings. The world today is in a constant downward spiral including the economy and work force and while we throughly miss our beloved Jeremy, as a family we bond together in knowing that we are fortunate for him to employed. That being said, Sundays Race at the Auto Club Speedway was accompined by some really cool events. Jeremy was able to hang out with some of my personal favoirte TV Starts including one from Heros and one from House.

Back at home in Denver, Nc the Pooler family is experiencing complete emotional withdrawl with the absence of a major piece of our puzzle, Jeremy in an innocent effort to band aid his emotional wound and withdrawl threw caution to the wind while mixing and mingling with some really cool people!
Now he's off to Vegas.....he leads such a boring sad life...how in world will he make it through the next week away from us?????

Things aren't always what they seem....

As Today began a Peaceful Sunday afternoon, Jc and Devlyn shooting some hoops together, Ashelyn quietly deciding to sit down and read some of her books. Taking advantage of this rare opportunity to leasurely browse the Internet with no goal or reason, I pull up a seat and lose myself in invalid mind numbing searches. Glancing back to check on Ashelyn I see her brilliantly playing perfectly content with her dolls. Peaking out the window I embrace a uncommon scene as the boys play together with the absence of violence and revenge. Smiling on the inside and out I return to my effortless addiction on Facebook. After a time it occurred to me that my very active, needy and as of late extremely loud, screaming drama queen 2 year old daughter has been quite for a suspiciously long amount of time. As I spin around in the ever so comfortable black leather computer chair my serene and tranquil moment comes to a screeching halt as I see............